First Heartbreak - Lauv

I Gwanna tellD you

I’mC right herGe

But I’m stilCl so angGry

Even aftDer all these years

I Gknow your famDily

wasC falling aparGt

So I Cdon’t blamGe you

But I Dstill have a heart

AllC of my friends and my theDrapist

say that it's notGhing and I'veD/F# gone insanEme

EvCeryone says I'm a narDcissist

Truth is I jusGt haven't deaD/F#lt

with the blamEme

YouC chose the drugs,

and now evDeryone else is your frieGnd

and I'm leftD/F# in the flameEm

There's notChing likeD

first heaGrtbreak

KnGow I shoulDd move on

GodC knows I've trieGd

But I Chit this straGnge

wall witDhout you by my side

WeG were foreDver

at oneC point in timGe

The nigCht you leftG me

You leftD me half alive

I Cstarted running, got fasDter

and faster, but I Gjust couD/F#ldn't get awayEm

AllC of my problems got bigDger

and bigger untilG I couldD/F#n't feel the painEm

BecausCe you chose the drugs

and nowD everyone else is your frieGnd

and I'm goD/F#ing insaneEm

There's notChing likeD

first heartbreak

I Ghad to loseD you

to finEmd myselfG

You canC't know heaGven

untilD you know hell

I'llG always loveD you

evenC if you're gonGe

I'mC letting goG

but alwDays holding on